but the LORD JESUS had plans for my life and he stopped me from killing myself!
Guess what ?
GOD'S son JESUS has plans for your life too! O PRAISE GOD yes he does!
If you have hit absolute rock bottom at this time in your life, I promise you this ->
JESUS loves you and he has plans for your life, yes wonderful plans for you to achieve!
If you would of told me years ago that JESUS had plans for my life, I would of laughed in your face and hung up the phone on you! I am just being honest here. You see my life was so bad, so evil, so demonic with so much emotional pain, I never in a million years would of believed you if you told me JESUS was going to turn my life around!
So, when I tell you tonight that JESUS has plans for your life I know exactly how you feel too!
If you have hit absolute rock bottom at this time in your life, you are NOT believing me right now when I tell you that JESUS loves you! I mean when I hit rock bottom, it sure does not seem like JESUS loves me either, but the key word there is -> Seem!
We are being lied too by the demonic, by our own flesh and by the terrible emotional and spiritual pain we are in!
But guess what? It is all demonic lies..... When you feel JESUS does not love you, those are demonic lies, they are literally demonic attacks against you!
You are being lied too by evil spirits whom are very real, Yes I have seen them with my own eyes and they are monsters!
The demons hate GOD, they hate GOD'S son JESUS and they hate you too!
Because the demons hate us, they want to try to convince us that GOD does not love us, that GOD does not have plans for our lives!
Nobody bothered telling this young lady that JESUS is on fire for her, that JESUS adores and cherishes her!
If you have hit rock bottom at this time in your life and if you are feeling very suicidal, the demons are lying to you, they are literally manipulating you with hopes of getting you to kill yourself.....
The demons know GOD has plans for you, the demons know you are a chosen one and they want to push you to end your own life as hard as they can because they hate you!
Now if GOD can turn around my sorry, depressing, sad and lonely life, GOD can sure do the same for you too!
Even if you do not believe me tonight, GOD can still do it!
Even if you think that you have gone too far down at this time in your life for GOD to turn it around, HE CAN STILL TURN YOUR LIFE AROUND.
Even if you think GOD will never forgive you this time, guess what? GOD can and will forgive you for GOD is on fire for you!
Even if you think all hope is gone and there is nobody in the universe who can save you now, guess what? GOD can and will STILL turn your entire life around for the LORD is passionately in love with you!
I was so close to killing myself on multiple occasions, I cannot even believe that I am even here still at age 50.
GOD blocked it!
GOD blocked the evil demonic plans for me ending my own life and guess what?
GOD loves you just as much as he loves me!
I say it again! GOD loves you............... GOD loves you!
Can you hear me?
GOD loves you and he has plans for your life, yes wonderful plans, yes incredible plans that will span all of eternity and beyond. Now that is some really good news tonight amen to that!
But here is the most important news that NOBODY ever bothered to tell me ->
The only way our lives will ever get better is by us inviting the LORD JESUS into our lives and keeping fellowship with him on a day to day, hour to hour basis as each day passes by.
That simply means, talking to JESUS, praying to GOD a lot, reading about JESUS in the bible, worshiping him, spending time with him, yes real 1 on 1 time with JESUS every single day of our lives.
Yes GOD has incredible plans for you, wonderful plans for you, stupendous plans for your life and they are all centered around his son JESUS and you, in a intimate relationship going deep into eternity!
Now you might be thinking -> Garrett! I already know JESUS yet I still have hit rock bottom!
OR You might be thinking -->> Garrett, I was born again 20 years ago but I still feel suicidal...... Yes I understand, I understand exactly what you mean!
I too have gone through these experiences so once again, I know exactly how you are feeling tonight, I really do!
So please be patient and continue reading the rest of this article very slowly and I pray GOD will bless your heart and repair your shattered soul!
We have to stop listening to the demons talking to us day and night. We have to stop repeating what the demons are saying to us!
The demons are telling you that GOD does not love you so you might as well kill yourself!
GOD loves you so much that he sent his only son JESUS to die in a torturous death on the cross for you! Now that is true love!
GOD loves you so much that even though other people are killing themselves every single day, YOU ARE STILL ALIVE!
800,000 people kill themselves in the world every year. That comes out to a person ending their own life here on earth every 40 seconds.
Yet you and I are still alive! O praise GOD we are still alive. Now that is what I call true love!
Child of GOD...... The demons are telling you that nobody loves you, stop repeating what they say to you! Stop believing it! Stop it, stop it – Stop it!
The demons are telling you that you are a loser, stop believing that!
YOU ARE VICTORIOUS IN JESUS CHRIST!
The demons are telling you that nobody will ever love you! PURE GARBAGE........ I LOVE YOU! So there is one person right there!
GOD loves you, his son JESUS loves you, and I bet there might be a few other people in your life who love you too!
We have to stop listening to the demonic lies that they hammer us with in our mind day and night, day and night!
GOD has the most incredible plans for your life and guess what?
These incredible plans go all the way into eternity!
These incredible plans for your life will never end as they go into eternity and guess what else?
GOD will also use you here on earth too, to help other people who are sad, lonely and depressed. GOD will use you to speak to other men and women all around you who are also suicidal, who are also feeling like nobody in the world will ever love them. And when GOD uses you to help other people, you will look back at the times when you were suicidal, and how you felt, and how GOD came in and saved the day and you will raise your hands to GOD and thank you! You will praise and worship him for the LORD does love you and you will finally start to realize this as GOD uses you to help other people who are hurting real badly in their lives!
The only way out of this demonic trap is to cry out to JESUS for help!
Cry out to JESUS for help on your hands and knees and humble yourself! I also have to do this quite a lot and it is very powerful when we humble ourselves before our Creator!
Now when I was younger, nobody ever bothered to tell me all of these wonderful things so I died 10,000 deaths!
Nobody ever bothered to tell me about JESUS, nor the bible, nor praying, nor we have to repent our sins etc etc!
So because of this I died 20,000 deaths!
Nobody ever bothered telling me that there were evil spirits on Earth, and that they talk to us, that they attack us, that they hate us, that they even torment us and torture us too!
So because of this I died 50,000 deaths!
Nobody ever told me to reach out my hand, with tears in my eyes and grab a hold of JESUS' hand and cry out for help!
I did not kill myself! NOT because of me, no no no that would be silly if I said that!
I did not kill myself because GOD loves me, because he blocked those evil plans, because he has plans for my life still here on Earth and in heaven too!
And guess what?
GOD loves you too! GOD loves you just as much as he loves me, just as much as he loved Moses, just as much as he loved Paul & John too!
GOD loves you! I say it again - GOD loves you!
If GOD has plans for my sorry life, GOD definitely has plans for your life too and they will be wonderful plans! How can we know this? Because everything GOD does is always wonderful and GOD is perfect. GOD has a perfect plan for your life and it is just about to start unfolding as you reach out your hand and take a hold of JESUS' hand in a brand new fiery relationship!
So do NOT kill yourself!
I say it again -->>>
Do NOT kill yourself, do NOT end your own life...........
In the powerful name of JESUS, you will LIVE and NOT die, YOU WILL LIVE!!!
In the powerful name of JESUS, GOD will use you and these terrible experiences to help other people who are also suffering terribly! If he can use me, HE surely can and will use you too just watch and see! It will be wonderful!
In the powerful name of JESUS, GOD will block the demonic plans to ruin your life, to end your life, to laugh at your death, to mock you and make fun of you as you kill yourself.
I say it again, GOD will block it!
All because of love!
GOD loves you so much, there are no words to possibly explain it here in the human language!
Now we want to humble ourselves yes. We want to let all of that evil pride inside of us go the best we can, we want to let the anger go, let the rejection go and humble ourselves at GOD'S throne day and night for the rest of our lives.
We want to live a life of continually humbling ourselves before GOD and his CHRIST!
Humbling ourselves before the throne of GOD is one of the MOST IMPORTANT things we can do each day and night! It is also one of the most powerful things we could ever do too!
Then we want to start spending 1 on 1 time with JESUS every day..........
Because you were created to know and love JESUS in a close, personal relationship and when you do this you are entering into your destiny!
JESUS is our only hope to overcome the flesh, yes that evil flesh inside of us that is trying to destroy us all. We have JESUS and JESUS alone and there is no other help outside of JESUS and his bible!
So if you are trying to overcome the evil flesh without JESUS, there is no hope in that plan whatsoever and the demons will keep pushing you and encouraging you to end your own life!
JESUS is also our only hope to overcome the evil angels! There is no other hope to overcome anything at all except in and with JESUS and the holy bible. JESUS created the angels and only JESUS is more powerful than the angels. We want to get into a fiery and passionate relationship with JESUS on a day to day basis spending real 1 on 1 time with him.
Our victory is in GOD'S son, so going to JESUS with all of our heart tonight is a WONDERFUL 1st STEP to recovering from hitting rock bottom!
I have hit rock bottom so many times in my life, I could not even count it!
I know how you feel when you hit rock bottom, I know how it feels to be overwhelmed by the demons, boy do I ever! I know how it feels when our flesh gets too powerful for us and we fall back down into terrible sins and the same old addictions yet once again!
I know how you feel tonight child of GOD I really do.
But there is hope, JESUS is our hope!
JESUS is our only hope and there is no other, and there will never be any other hope, not ever!
Tell the LORD you are sorry for the pride, tell the LORD you are not angry at him anymore! Start humbling yourself day and night and your deliverance will come for sure!
Deliverance means JESUS will come and kick out many of the demons trying to get you to end your own life!
Deliverance means JESUS will tone down your evil flesh that got too strong for whatever reasons, yes that flesh that is inside of all of us! JESUS will tone it down and make it weaker and weaker so we can follow him, so we can read the bible once again, so we can raise our hands and worship GOD'S son once again on a day to day basis!
Deliverance means JESUS will kick out or tone down some of the demonic sadness, loneliness and the demons of depression too which have been tormenting you for the last six months!
So we want to humble ourselves at GOD'S throne face down not daring to move, not daring to even lift up our head.
We want to bow face down on the ground in front of GOD'S throne and not dare to speak a single word!
We want to bow down at GOD'S throne face down and take off our crown and throw it over to JESUS' throne and humble ourselves before GOD and his CHRIST who is sitting right next to him on his right side!
Step 2 - We have to start making JESUS very very important in our day to day lives! Nothing in all of creation is more important than GOD'S son and we want to start treating him this way. We want to start taking JESUS very very seriously from the time we wake up each day until the time we go to bed!
One of the reasons why we hit absolute rock bottom and are now suicidal is because we were NOT taking JESUS seriously enough in our lives. We were ignoring him day and night, we were ignoring his bible every day, in fact, we were ignoring the entire kingdom of GOD in our mind, in our heart and in our soul!
Simply speaking, we were NOT spending a lot of 1 on 1 time with JESUS and the bible and now we find ourselves battling our own evil flesh which got to strong for us, and we are battling a horde of demons who have also overwhelmed us too!
We are not taking our sinning seriously enough! Not nearly seriously enough.
We are not taking the alcohol, nor the sex before marriage, nor our internet gaming, nor the drugs and porn seriously enough!
What does it mean when I say we are not taking any of this seriously enough?
It means WE ARE NOT FEARING GOD AT ALL!
WE HAVE NO FEAR OF GOD, no fear of the lake of fire, we have no fear of GOD'S wrath etc etc.........
Literally speaking, we do not fear GOD enough and I know I am guilty of this too!
So the LORD GOD almighty decided to once again let us hit absolute rock bottom in our lives, yes going back to the same old sinful behavior, yes going back to the same old addictions that HE already set us free from years ago to teach us some wonderful lessons about pride, salvation, grace and THE FEAR OF THE LORD!
We want to start taking reading the bible much more seriously than we have been!
We want to try the best we can with the grace GOD is giving us to get into a fiery, intimate and passionate relationship with JESUS!
Why do we have to do all of this?
Because we have real enemies, yes very very REAL ENEMIES who are trying to destroy us, who are trying to take us to the lake of fire with them if possible, enemies who are trying to get us to end our own lives by killing ourselves. We have enemies who are trying to torment us with sadness and depression, yes enemies who are trying to torture us on a day to day basis with despair, with rejection, with lust, and with countless addictions too many to possibly type here!
Now child of GOD I say it again .............. In the name of JESUS the CHRIST you WILL LIVE and NOT die, YOU WILL LIVE!
Start saying out loud -->>> I will live and not die, I will live for the LORD!
Start saying out loud -> No satan, I rebuke all of that garbage, yes I rebuke all of that NON biblical garbage your demons keep speaking to me in the name of JESUS!
Start saying out loud over and over again -> GOD loves me, GOD wants me, GOD cherishes me, GOD is on fire for me!
Keep saying over & over again ->>> GOD adores me... GOD accepts me because of what JESUS did for me!
Keep saying over & over again -> GOD wants to be with me, GOD is thinking about me all the time day and night non stop!
Start speaking these wonderful things out loud in the name of JESUS and GOD will turn your entire life around! He did it for me and he will do it for you too! Just watch and see and it will be so wonderful and your new dedication to JESUS and the bible will give GOD so much glory!
We have to STOP repeating what the demons are saying to us!
And we have to START saying what GOD and the bible are saying to us instead.
Look at this ->
Proverbs 18:21 – Death and life are in the power of the tongue.
What we speak and think each day literally dictates how our lives will go! We have to start speaking the same wonderful things about ourselves that GOD is saying about us in the bible.
I am not saying this is easy either, we will have to practice doing this just like I am too! The keyword there is practice. Since we are practicing we will mess up from time to time but with the grace of GOD, we will get better and better and watching what we think about and watching what we say.
Yes our words are spirit and life! We have to be very careful what we say about oursleves and if we are not being careful, our flesh and the demons will overwhelm us once again as our lives come crashing down again into the same old sins and addictions!
Child of GOD, you will NOT kill yourself!
I say it again, you will NOT kill yourself!
GOD has plans for you daughter of GOD and we will be laughing about all of these experiences, yes even the very hard experiences in heaven real soon from now!
GOD has a incredible destiny for you sons of GOD and we will be eating brand new foods in heaven for eternity in our new and very powerful body!
So watch what you think about all day long, keep casting out those bad thoughts and by doing that, the bad evil spirits will leave you too!
Say it.......... Say it....................... GOD LOVES ME!
GOD loves me, GOD will never stop loving me, nothing can ever make GOD stop loving me, not now, not ever ever ever!
GOD loves me!
Say it! Say it again, GOD is on fire for me! GOD wants me!
GOD is passionate about me. GOD is really on fire for me! Say it children of GOD and the demonic lies that they have been speaking to you to try to get you to kill yourself will melt away with the grace of GOD raining down into your heart and soul!
You will not end your own life, no way, no how, it will not happen in the powerful name of JESUS!
Now put down your knives children of GOD, put them down now and put them back in the kitchen where they belong. YOU WILL LIVE!
You will live and NOT die says the LORD, you will live!
Put down the beer children of GOD, the LORD LOVES YOU SO LET US ALL CELEBRATE TOGETHER!
Dump the bottle of wine, we will be drinking wine in heaven laughing about all of this for all of eternity with JESUS!
Put down your razor blaze children of GOD, stop hurting yourself, stop listening to the demons, rebuke the demons and say no! You do not have to hurt yourself any longer.
Because GOD and his son JESUS loves you so much more than words could ever explain!
You are loved child of GOD, you are truly loved!
Say no to the demons, say no to your evil flesh that wants you to keep sinning, to keep suffering, say no no no in the name of JESUS say no!
We have real evil enemies that are trying to ruin our lives and they are trying to destroy us! Once again I have seen a few of them!
They are monsters and they hate us! They want to hurt us. They want to torment and torture us!
We must fight back or we will die! So how can we fight back once again?
Get on your hands and knees in front of the throne of GOD and with me, reach out your hand to JESUS' hand as he sits on the throne!
Cry in front of the LORD, take a hold of his feet and humble yourself at the foot of his throne!
We fight back by humbling ourselves and by abiding in JESUS making JESUS much more important than we have been the last few years!
WE fight back by quoting scriptures, or by reading the bible, or by memorizing wonderful scriptures so we can speak them out loud and by doing that, we are speaking life into our lives, we are speaking blessings into our lives, we are speaking the presence of GOD and the holy angels into our lives!
We fight back by loving GOD, NOT by being angry at him. WE fight back by loving one another and helping one another the best we can each day of our lives with the grace GOD is giving us.
So we fight back against the evil attacking us by humbling ourselves, by abiding in JESUS for REALZZZZZ and by practicing love!!!!
Now get up child of GOD, go crack open your bible, and get to know GOD and his son JESUS much better so you can live a better life! So you can have a better life. So the latter part of your life will be much MUCH BETTER than the former part of your life! And so GOD can use you to help others to feel better too which is one of the greatest blessings GOD gives us here on earth!
The demons want to ruin your life, some of them have actually said this!!!! They literally want to ruin our lives here on earth!
So we must fight back by humbling ourselves, by abiding in JESUS, by taking the bible seriously and with love for GOD and love for people too! Let us all keep doing good, keep loving one another, helping one another the best we can each day and with GOD'S grace, the LORD JESUS will help us to overcome all of our enemies.
Yes HE will help us to even overcome the enemy of suicide!
Remember all those times you told everyone you did not need church? Now you are feeling suicidal yourself and you have nowhere to turn!
Turn to JESUS with all of your heart and soul and HE WILL BLOCK IT because he is passionately in love with you!
HE WILL BLOCK YOUR DEATH, HE WILL BLOCK THE DEMONIC PLANS to ruin your life, HE will block you from taking your own life........
JESUS will block it for the LORD is on FIRE for you!
Child of GOD, you will live and NOT die says the LORD, you will live!!!
In the powerful and incredible name of JESUS, YOU WILL LIVE - Now get up and start making JESUS really important to your heart and soul & life everyday from here on out and be super blessed by the love of GOD raining down into your lives!